No clue

I have been counting on getting a job.  How hard would it be for a Science teacher to get a job?  Really hard in this economy.  I am not getting a contract.  I have been told no by every school in every district that interviewed me.  At this point, I don't think that we will be able to start the process this month.  We are not able to pay the fee to apply let alone adopt.  Since there is a chance that I am fertile regardless of my losses in the past, there might be an option there.  There is nothing set in stone.  We may not adopt our first.  We may.  It is all up to Heavenly Father.