I was able to hold and cuddle with my 7 week old niece. She is adorable!! It got me thinking that there is a great possibility that I will never have a newborn. If we end up not having any biological children, I will never have a newborn. We will only adopt from Albania so they will be 6 months old or older when we adopt. I was able to see some of the first smiles today. I am going to soak in all of these little newborn moments just in case I don't have the opportunity to have a newborn child.
The other side effect is that I would love to have a child right now. I know that I can take care of a child. I could have stayed with my niece forever. So, it has really made me excited for December when I think that Endrit and I will be moving so that we can start our home study. I hope that the adoption will go smoothly. I am more than ready to become a mother. Having mother's day tomorrow doesn't help.
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