As I have gone through the years of heartache, hurt, illness, patience, and learning, I have tried to find a moto that I can live by. A couple of months ago, I found the song that fits into a moto that I have adopted into my life. Doris Day: Que Sera Sera
What will be, will be.
Still no real official update on adoption. On Saturday a storm rolled through and it took everything out of me. So, we didn't end up going to the temple. I don't think that Endrit will be able to objectively talk about anything in the future until after May 4th. That is the big deadline for his proposal and I am not going to press the issue on anything until he feels ready to tackle it.
I continue to pray every day for my children and the birth mother. I pray for many things every day with regards to my children. I feel the child I know I will give birth to is guiding me through everything. Telling me to press issues with Endrit and when to back off for a while.
So, que sera sera.
That's a good motto.
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