Most Likely

Endrit and I are members of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints.  With this comes the Holy Ghost and the blessings of the Temple.  We have placed our journey to parenthood into His hands.

We went to the Bountiful Temple this past weekend.  It was peaceful.  I always love being in the House of The Lord.  We specifically went with our journey into parenthood in our minds, hearts, and prayers.  Like every time, we came with the same answer; we are doing right in postponing our biological child journey.  But, at the same time, we didn't get the impression to seriously start our adoptive child journey.

So, we are resting.  We are becoming at peace with being just us again.  We both have some good goals.  Endrit started P90x again.  I got a personal trainer (1x a week for 30 minutes at the gym) and a membership to the gym.  I also plan on running in the Salt Lake City marathon.

Endrit got the go ahead to walk in graduation in May.  This means his degree could be finalized by the end of summer.  He will start the lovely job hunt in a few months.  This might be just the money blessing that we are looking for and we just need to be patient until that time.  

We are completely at peace with this decision.  It has been a long hard journey; especially for me.  My emotions have gone all over the place in wanting to become a mother.  My return to fulfilling my marathon goal will help with the wait this time around.